Ask

"A single act of kindness throws out roots in all directions and the roots spring up and make new trees..."

Today is Sunday in Costa Rica.  The house is quiet,  the children gone with their grandparents.  I have some time to reflect:  the past months have been a roller coaster of happenings and emotions and yet, i feel grounded and blessed.

I feel nothing is lost if i act from my heart.  That is how i decided long ago to live my life.

So basically i am facing  the challenge of observing how some of my actions have fallen into barren soil.  Dry,  arid responses to pledges from the heart.

It feels unfair,  it brings out wrath and pain.  Yet,  i am experiencing something magical as old anger comes out and leaves me with a deep feeling of serenity and peace.   It looks like my soul needed a cleanse and a trigger,  a situation that finally collapse all my structure.

My heart is moved,  but not broken.  I feel taken care of by Love,  no matter where i go.  I know my soul mission includes teaching awareness to others and how can i teach something i haven´t experienced myself?  We all have a responsibility to create our own destiny,  but we must do so with respect and care for the destinies of others.

I don´t know if it´s a blessing or a curse but i have the ability to percibe the essence of people.  I can feel their wound,  their pains and insecurities.  In this lifetime my mission is to remind them their flaws don´t define them.  Light has no judgment for darkness, it shines on everyone of us.  When a wound is exposed-  and coming close to me has that effect,  most people run.

I don´t blame them.

It´s not easy to see everything we have been hiding from others and ourselves.  I have the same sensation when i come close to my teacher. I know i have to be loyal to my purpose,  even though those around me may not have the same intention.  Each one of us has the freedom to choose,  my role is only to bring out whatever needs to come out.

So yes,  some will feel threatened.  Some will feel their sense of identity falls into pieces.  Some will project those feelings back:  it´s easier to blame than to take responsibility.  Few are those who have the discernment and clarity to see.  

And those who can see are ready to heal:  how powerful.

It´s my role to bring out old wounds in those who are ready to listen.  Once someone can see then attunement is possible.  Attunement happens through awareness.  Light can heal all the neglected areas in us,  we just need to be available.

I pray daily that those who are ready to see wake up.  We all share the same energy and the healing power of love is the only reality.  God longs to heal everyone,  we just need to ask.